Karma's Only A Bitch If You Are.

Everyone only likes me when I’m drunk. Shitty personality for the win.

I’m just done. That’s cool, right?

Well, staying zen and snapping at people when they’re not being zen.

I haven’t been taking my meds. Staying zen.

Spent my day in the Holland ER.

Everyone replaces me when I leave for a small amount of time. Then I come home and I’m all alone. I have no one. I’m nothing special. I’ve always known that. But I don’t want or need reinforcement.

I FUCKING HATE YOU BOB

I’m really depressed in my study abroad thing. I’m not attractive to anyone. I’m just not. It makes me sad. I’m just so unhappy here. I want to go home. If I’m not drunk I’m sad.