Everyone only likes me when I’m drunk. Shitty personality for the win.
I’m just done. That’s cool, right?
Well, staying zen and snapping at people when they’re not being zen.
I haven’t been taking my meds. Staying zen.
Spent my day in the Holland ER.
Everyone replaces me when I leave for a small amount of time. Then I come home and I’m all alone. I have no one. I’m nothing special. I’ve always known that. But I don’t want or need reinforcement.
I FUCKING HATE YOU BOB
I’m really depressed in my study abroad thing. I’m not attractive to anyone. I’m just not. It makes me sad. I’m just so unhappy here. I want to go home. If I’m not drunk I’m sad.